Ugh. Namiss kong maglagay ng kung anik-anik dito. Well? Takits, soon. Yung matinong blog :3

   Sabi nila after 2AM, panay na kadramahan ang posts ng mga tao sa mga social networking sites. Agree tayo dyan! :)

Anyhoo. Simple lang naman to e, ginagawa ko ngayon iyon. Bakit? Ganon talaga. Gusto mong ilabas lahat ng frustrations mo ngayong araw. Drama ba? Ganon talaga. 

Yung feeling na lahat gusto mong isulat, pero iniisip mo na baka masobrahan ka, diba parang ang panget non? Pero papasok naman sa utak mo, ‘pakialam ba nila? It’s your life after all’ spiel. Etoo naa! Dumadrama na tayo nyan… but I will stop here. This is enough.

X,

-Chee

From: Kid

Cold. Hayz. Here i go agen. Okie ba ko or okie ako?? Haha. Ewan ko. Minsan i hate reality. Cause i cant change it eh. The way i want it. I dunno if what His plans. Why, why need mg-cross ung path namin agen. Its 2006 to be exact. I remember years ago, while im walking sa hallway ng company. Thats the first time i saw her. And from that day. Parang my something inside of me bout this gurl. She really caught my eye even my heart!! Ang korni. Haha. But, ndi un ng-end ng ganun lang. Gumawa ako ng ways to get to know this gurl. I’m glad that time kc sumasakay din siya ng service pauwi. And dahil dun kaya ko nakuha ung number nya. Haha. Buti na lang need namin i-write ung names at contact numbers namin everytime na sasakay kami ng service. Then nagtxt ako, ndi ako nagpakilala. She was looking around. Wondering if cno un. Kaya lang, i’m juz too obvious ata kc ndi ko naiwasan ndi tumingin sa kanya nun. Then i’ve got this chance to get to know her. But, ndi naging ganun ka-okie ung outcome. Daming nangyari and i decided to give up. I stopped. Pero, i promised to myself na next time na ma-meet ko ‘to. I’ll do everything.

2years ago, luckily while im checking my fb. I dunno pero naicpan ko i-search ung name nya. And then, there’s this exciting feeling na when i saw her pics. This time its quite different. I grabbed my chance. I told myself, i really love this gurl. After nun, finally naging kami. Ung gurl na dati ninanakawan ko lang ng tingin. Finally, gf ko na.

In every relationships, i guess tlgang my ups and downs. And like what i’ve said. Nag-end un. I thought kahit pano it’ll last longer. Pero, ndi ganun ung nangyari. We broke up. Nagkarun cia ng iba, after some quite time ako din. Pero, ewan ko ba. Akala ko, wala na. Pero, nung bumalik cia. I found myself walking… at papunta un sa kanya. And here we go agen. Everything’s okie. Thou, away-bati, ng bond andun pa din.

BUT, now. Maybe, there’s no such thing as a happy ending. She found someone else. Ayokong maging burden nya. I just want her to be happy. And i dont think na magiging masaya cia when im around. I’m sori. I’m sori kc klangan natin pagdaanan ‘to. I think i have to sacrifice agen. And this time, sana worth it. Ganun tlga. We cant have it both ways.

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Found this on SDTG’s page on fb. Nakakaiyak na…I dunno. So epic :(

So ayun nga. This blog is all about issue. Yung ma-issue ka na KAYO raw ni ganito blah blah blah blah. Naggm lang ako, tapos BOOOM! Ayun na yun? Katawa lang! 

  Sabi nga ni Sir Ramon B., “Don’t conclude easily.” Ehhh? Wala eh. Mas alam kasi nila yung TOTOONG nangyari. Hiyang-hiya talaga ako! :D Gustong magalit. mainis o kunga nong pwedeng mangyari…pero bad yun eh! Gusto ko good vibes lang, ples? :)

Hindi ako yung tipo na gustong gusto magkaroon ng bf! Anobeeey ~ Masaya po ako kung ano ako ngayon. I don’t need those just to satisfy something. Arkkkeeeeeey? #SMILESINGLELADY

 This past few weeks, I’m always asking if what is the reason of my existence in this world. Like soul-searching or whatsoever? I would go for the ‘whatsoever’ thingy. Confusing, eh? I am not ‘that’ happy. Maybe I am look like one, but I know at the end of the day, I can conclude that there’s something missing. I am not that contented.

  I thought to myself, I want to do something I never did. Something out of the box. Something interesting. Something I know that I will enjoy doing it. Something that I love. Maybe I found what that is.

 Yesterday, I am with a guy friend who’s part of Glee Club of our school then he asked told me that I should join that club since…I’m not in a relationship anymore(bawal kasi may bf/gf). He told me things, I guess i should rephrase it, he persuaded me to join. The feeling that i’m searching  for so long…I finally found it.

  There’s nothing wrong if I audition next sem, right? This is the ‘something’ out of the box, interesting, I know that I will enjoy, and I really love that I am looking for so long. 

  At last, God answered one of my prayers. I am so grateful now. No words can express nor describe what’s inside me right now. Salamat Po talaga.

Thanks Tumblr for this one. Yo’dabest! :)

X,

Chi

January 22, 2013. What’s with you? Can someone lead me to somewhere? Can someone smile for me? Just for me even for a while.

I dont know anything right now. IOL :(

  Wala pang 24 hours, dalawang tao na ang nae-encounter ko na gustong magkaroon ng lovelife. Tapos tinatawanan lang nila ako kapag sinasabi kong mas OKAY ang SINGLE!

ANO BA?! -___-

Ok sige! Sweet na yung may magtatanong kung kumain ka na ba. Mag-aalala kung nasaan ka o kaya kung sino ang kasama mo. Kung nakauwi ka na ba. Kung anong ginawa mo buong maghapon. Kung ano pang kaekekan na yan ng mga love birds.

OKAY. Call me bitter or whatsoever. I don’t care. 

May nagsabi sa akin na, ”Nabigo ka lang, ganyan ka na,” hindi ko alam kung matatawa ako o maiinsulto that time. Pero nangibabaw yung sa natawa ako. Bigo na ba ako sa lagay na to? Tsaka hello to earth, ples? -__- Hindi ako BIGO. (Watta term!) Sadyang natauhan lang ako.

Mas gugustuhin ko pang kiligin sa Kevje Duo. Iyakan ng paulit-ulit ang She’s Dating The Gangster. Tawanan yung mga sagot ni Sir Ramon Bautista sa libro niya. Basahin yung blog ng mga sikat na writer. Problemahin kung paano magpapayat! Matulog maghapon sa bed. Mag rush sa mga projects. Procrastinating… Piliting imemorize ang Article 3. Problemahin kung paano makakatakas sa mga Dorm Admin. Kung lalabhan na lahat ng nasa laundry basket o yung mga kailangan lang? 

Ang random lang ng buhay ko. MAS masaya ako sa lagay na’to. NGAYON, SABIHIN NIYO NA GUSTO NIYO PANG MAGKAROON NG LOVELIFE NA YAN?! Kung oo pa riin sagot niyo, K. Wapakels. Hihi! Walang basagan ng trip.

Mas OKAY yung 75% sa problema mo, is about sa school/projects/assignments/recitation/casestudy/etc. At yung 25%? Bahala ka na. Basta mas dominant yung sa school stuff :P

Hay! Hay! Ayun lang ang gusto kong palabasin ngayong araw na ito na pamamagitan ng pagtatype sa keyboard nato. That’s that.

X,

Chi.

(Source: january14ofmylife)